One Lonely Girl

 Sometimes we can not make to understand our parents what we feel or going to in life. They think we do not want to keep their word.

Today I'm going to tell you guys a story about a girl who did her best to survive in this society. in 2000, this amazing girl was born but there is a twist she was an unexpected child her parents don't want her to bring to this world so they do all those things to miscarriage but unfortunately the child survived. That showed how strong that girl was from her childhood. She always believed she was god's special child because god always save her from falling into danger. She had dyslexia that's she could not read properly but eventually, she fought with this disses and overcome it. She had some childhood trauma also that she never shared with anyone that's why she felt alone, she can not express her feelings to anyone. 

Her mother died when she was 11 years old and at that time she was devasted because she love her mother so much but she never tells her I love you, mom, she starting fell so guilty that she could not tell her mother how she was feeling and without her how she is gonna survive this so-called society. Her mother is the only person who understands her so well.

And slowly this strong girl getting weak and many illnesses grab her. But unfortunately, she can not tell anyone in her family how she feels. At this point, she stops getting out of the home she always stays in her room all the time. And one more illness grab her that was social anxiety. And she was an introvert that's why she felt more measurable. At the same time when those things she is dealing with she also completed her education.

When she almost completed her education she find out she is suffering from depression. One thing I didn't mention that is when she was 18nt her parents always make pressure on her to get married and settle down. 

You guys think probably her mother died so that was her father who want her daughter to get married, but no her father re-marriage one year later when her mother died. She fights with her whole family for herself. In this society, we always say self-love is very important. But in her case, people curse her for loving herself. people always told her why you are like this why you are not normal like others. We are living in a judgemental society where we kill innocent souls like this girl who do not want anything from us but we gave the advice to improve their life.

I'm going to continue this story about what happened to this girl after completing her education on my next blog.

I just wanna say, "Don't become unkind as a result of what others may have done to you. Don't let their actions turn you cold on the inside. Seek comfort and solace in the almighty. He is the healer of broken hearts. Learn from the experience but don't become bitter."